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Saturday, November 26, 2011

The thief of the damsel's heart

Silent night,the sky lit
by the fading moon,
reflecting in the horizon,
the turbulent waves crashing,
against  the rocky walls

A lonely youth,dancing through
the shadows,agilely ascended
the fort,avoiding the guards
rushed across the chambers,
 Intent on reaching the destination,

No key can unlock the chamber,
Designed to open on its own,
for the right person,
at the right time,
the treasure lay here,

Guarded by a single lute,
inside a chest,lay the precious
one can attain it ,when they
play the soul's music on
the lute,
Magic it was,he didnt lay a finger
on the lute , behold,the chest was open,
his breath being the music of the soul,
along with his sweet words and laughter,
flowing like a symphony,
The treasure,the damsel's heart was stolen,
by this lovable thief , who for once got rewarded
for his theft with the soul and love of the damsel

In love, again

Not again, I said to myself,
This is not at all fair ,
I vowed to never fall in love again,
But here am I ,pining over someone.

I had distanced myself from the people,
who had a chance of making me fall for their features,
I thought my heart was safe, inside the stone fortress,
But alas , I never knew that a mirthful laughter
from a certain person's lips could smash the barrier to pieces.

Life isn't easy and so is love,
As i fell in love with him,
I felt the bliss and pain,
that  accompanies love.

Is it gonna be a happy ending or
a sad one? I have no clue,
Either way , I am enjoying
the journey with him.

Never can understand Love,
I thought i knew ,
but here it is again,
i am in love with a person,
who had broken my assumption.

My writing doesn't follow any rules,
so does our relationship.
But one thing i know for sure,
I am in love with you ,
Am happy that its you,
who has won my heart,
the most lovable person i have met.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Dreamzz Unlimited

Dreams. Sometimes leave us with the feeling "What the hell was that all about?" . Makes you wonder what it means
When I was in school , I had a dream for one week . It used to start from the point it ends the night before.
Dream Interpretation has been present from the ancient times. But during those days it was mostly believed that it was a supernatural phenomenon and the dream would be considered prophetic.
It was believed that it was a means of communication from the Gods.

Dreams are almost like any foreign language. It is believed mostly that dreams are motivated by the events of the day. Freud believed it was all about wish-fulfillment. While Hall believed that dreams were just thought sequences while sleeping.
But sometimes , the dreams are distorted .

The mind is believed to be divided into three layers. Conscious,Subconscious and Superconscious. And it seems Only Subconscious and Superconscious gets to have the fun of creating the dreams. They have fun distorting the dreams so that the consciousness doesnt interfere as it will not be able to understand and therefore disregards it.

While the conscious mind is taking rest, it seems that the subconscious goes throught the events that happened in the past 48 hours and on discussing with the superconscious ,prepares the dream.
It is believed that if you analyze your dreams , the subconscious and superconscious will help in your daily life
the distortions are called dream symbols

Below are some interpretation for some symbols:
For eg :
1.When i had this dream of donkeys seated in the auditorium where i was singing.
I thought it signified my singing was like donkey's braying

But when i tried to interpret it using the dream symbol meaning, it gave a whole new perspective

So according to dream dictionary
Donkeys in dream mean simplicity and sturdiness ,surrounded by loyal friends

So now my dream is like i am singing in front of my friends, it did create a happy feeling . But i am not sure whether to believe it . Its mostly gives a positive attitude
2.Falling dreams:
I am sure everyone would have experienced this dream of falling from some height which feels so real.
according to dream dictionary, it means one is overwhelmed and out of control in his life in some situation
According to Freudian theory though,it means you are giving into impulse

3.Snake :
Snake denotes the balance of good and evil in your life
and if u see a winged serpent in your dream ,it denotes wisdom

4.Pleading dreams:
to dream that you are pleading it denotes that what you are pleading depends on whether you will have good progress and whether that progress will strengthen your position
5.Dreams about seasons:
If one dreams about autumn ,then it denotes there is a transformations cycle and will experience many ups and downs .
 

My friend

 
I dont know why , but whenever it rains, it brings a smile in my face.My worries ,frustration just seem to vanish.
While others rush to find a shelter from the rain,I enjoy it. With my arms stretched sideways and my face looking towards the sky , when the first drop falls, plasters a goofy grin on my face which stays for the day. I feel so pure.
It reminds me that I still retain some childish enthusiasm, and am happy about it I sense the others laughing at me ,but i dont care a damn.
It's their loss.They are the ones not able to enjoy the companionship of such a beautiful and a great friend, trying to retain the mature act.
this is one friend who will make me happy on every visit even if i am a grouchy mood expecting nothing in return.

Not fair

Sexual Predators. I am sure almost 80 % of the women population in the world , would have suffered .
Its a bad thing that it happens but its worse when its a child who is harmed. The childhood is totally spoiled.
The innocence taken away once and for all . They have no idea what it means but they just know it hurts.
But the indigestible thing is that mostly 90% of the child victims know their offender.
It might be the neigbour uncle ,or father of one of the friends,bus driver or even someone from the family.
Its one of the people who the child trusts. And the trust is broken.
And right now with the web , its just makes the job easy for a stalker.

After it happens , in most cases , the child doesn't tell anyone for many reasons.The child does know something bad has happened.
Shame ,fear of being punished and fear of being disbelieved shuts up their mouth. They lock the memories deep inside their mind and vow not to open it. Thereby starts the fear of the dark ,sleepless nights haunted by nightmares. From then, they trust nobody.

Its just not fair !

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"I love you", thats what you said
"What?",was my reply ,as i Couldnt believe what i heard.
.I never knew I could feel so good.
What you saw in me ,I wondered
For i was nowhere near the beauty your ex was
nor was i intelligent like you.So I thought
Maybe its true that "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
i had vowed that my heart will be a shelter for none
But i have no idea how you made me break it
On look at your eyes, you made me go weak in my knees
My password changed to 'heaven on earth' ,thats how i was feeling
Everything was so blissful.I thought I had met my man.
I didnt know you had me fooled.when i saw you kiss her,
I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. Boy, was i wrong!
It was not my eyes that tricked me but it was you. Still our relationship was going strong,
cause i was addicted to you. I knew addiction is never healthy, but u had turned me into a rebel.
And then you uttered those damning words "Lets break up. i dont love you anymore"
All i wanted to ask back was "Did you ever love me ?". I knew I was being fooled, but the confirmation
madet the world that you had created around me shatter into million pieces and so did my heart
My password changed to "hell on earth". I was in agony. I couldnt stand to be in the presence of couples.
Their happiness caused me pain and I couldnt bear it . I knew it was selfish of me . I became a recluse
They say "Time heals everything". I agree, but would add "time heals but not completely".
Thanks to my friends , I became as normal as i could be . But there were times when all i wanted was to be left alone
so that i could cry my heart out as i felt the agony all over again.Months went by ,I had successfully learnt to not let
my mind think anything about you. Then you came along and said "sorry about the break up, I lied to you. I still love you.Can we get back together?"
I told "No. I dont love you. There is no chance of that happening". This time , i lied . The moment I saw you again , I realized that i never stopped
loving you. But i had vowed ,never to let anyone inside my heart . I am happy that i didnt break it